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[JDTAY]

I'm remembering something I heard in the early days of the gluten-free casein-free diet, as it was called back then. Gluten and casein have an opioid-like effect on autistic people. I'm not sure how, but that's what was being said.

I mean, I don't really trust that crap anyway. My older sister does though, because she makes my nephew follow it.

 

[Null]

I hope everyone else is all right.

P: My Mr ended up getting injured and had to be taken to the hospital. So you you owe me a rental model until he is well enough to come home.

 

[JDTAY]

On top of all this, my temp is at 99.2 degrees. I'm just going to blame that on microwave food though.

My neighbor said he heard stuff from my apartment, but not specifically me yelling. He also said he heard people outside. Yeah, I have no clue what actually happened.

 

[Djoga'Ro]

P: My Mr ended up getting injured and had to be taken to the hospital. So you you owe me a rental model until he is well enough to come home.

Shouldn't his best friend fill in for him?

 

[Null]

My neighbor said he heard stuff from my apartment

 

[levi]

I have still 2 issues: some positions of the leg hurt, and i still cant lift the thigh that much, maybe its because i still have problems whit the "coccyx",
I can stand whitouth the sticks, but when i lift the left leg too long, the right leg hurts....

Which leg did you injure? Good to hear you're on the mend though, and yeah, if you're stopped cycling the odds are your legs are getting a lot less use than they used to, so it's important to get training on them as soon as you're able. I'm not sure the coccyx is anything to do with your injury though, that's ossified into bone fairly early on, and is part of your spine rather than your leg.

 

[Null]

Random joint nightmare time. I was packing some things for Peony due to her leaving (I got the impression that she wasn't coming back), after she'd gone I set out to try to find her but just before I did track her down I woke up.

Peony's experience of the nightmare was, being forced to leave against her will and when she managed to rebel and come looking for me I'd woken up.

 

[matzesu]

Its the Right Leg, but i dont think its because i lack some Bycicle Training as it was just an E-Bike, i dont train for the Tour de France, allthough i would like to know how much different it would be if i drive whit my "Turbo Mode" these 12 % Mountain Road in comparasion to the Tour the France Drivers ^^,

 

[JDTAY]

@Null I just had a nightmare too. It was about someone who kept trying to kill me, and then somehow it turned into an annoying lecture. I think I preferred the attempted murder to the lecture. Good thing I don't remember most of it.

 

[Phlyra]

Its the Right Leg, but i dont think its because i lack some Bycicle Training as it was just an E-Bike, i dont train for the Tour de France, allthough i would like to know how much different it would be if i drive whit my "Turbo Mode" these 12 % Mountain Road in comparasion to the Tour the France Drivers ^^,

Maybe as part of your recovery process you’ll start training for the e-Bike World Championships in Ishgl

 

[JDTAY]

I mean, the dynamics of the things that go on around here are weird. Somehow I'm an oppressor, despite not being in control of anything. They're the ones with all the power. I didn't start this shit, and I'm not the one who keeps continuing it.

 

[JDTAY]

He was posting revenge porn of me on the internet before I ever said a word to him. It's why I start freaking out. I'm not equipped to deal with that stuff.

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I do hope he got video of me with the knife last night though, because I want to reach some sort of conclusion. Prison is better than this shit.

 

[JDTAY]

It kinda crushes my faith in humanity too, that there are thousands of people by this point who have decided not to intervene. I should hurt him just to punish them.

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Like I said, I'm not in control, I can't end it on my end. I tried calling the cops multiple times, and just ended up in the psych ward.

 

[JDTAY]

If the cops ever do come here again, they need a better solution than more meds. I'll resist and get myself killed. The best part is that no-one will even care, because I'm white.

 

[JDTAY]

Hey @Wally I don't mind if you delete the last few posts. I just had my Invega and morning clonazepam, so I'm almost good now.

 

[Null]

It was about someone who kept trying to kill me, and then somehow it turned into an annoying lecture.

It sounds like you had an encounter with a bond villain.

Also in other news the nightmare doesn't seem to have affected Peony too much. The following book turned up at work today as a donation, and the answer according to Peony is bacon.

 

[JDTAY]

There was some staff confusion here this evening, and I won't be getting my evening meds for about another twenty minutes. I swear I get between-dose withdrawal from clonazepam, even though the half-life is long enough that you shouldn't get withdrawal in less than 12 hours.

 

[JDTAY]

I have a psych appointment in the morning. I might ask for him to switch my Rexulti to morning. I think it's keeping me up at night.

The reason he put it at night in the first place was that I said that I was experiencing anxiety at night. It definitely isn't helping with that though.

 

[JDTAY]

I was gonna say, the other things I take at night are melatonin, clonazepam, and pravastatin, and I didn't think any of those cause insomnia, but apparently pravastatin can. Weird. I wonder why I take that at night. Maybe to avoid an interaction with the fenofibrate?

 

[netcat]

I quit benzo's because they were stopping me getting good deep sleeps. They also induced vivid dreams and caused digestion weirdness..

Maybe you don't want to hear it, but I suggest altering your diet. Try to eat basic food before you go to beg. Eg oatmeal or yogurt. No alcohol, not even a beer in the afternoon. And throw out your microwave.