The Caring Corner :)

[levi]

I presume that a tulpa is different to a childhood "invisible friend", or is it the same type of thing?

I was thinking more like Harvey

 

[Null]

WARNING the following post contains first world problems.

I was feeling a bit burnt out recently due to me taking on too many social activities at the same time. I post both here and on the pgdp.net forums, hang out occasionally on IRC and bother game devs on itch.io. Which I doubt sounds like a lot to most of you, but unfortunately for me I'm a massive introvert so I can only handle a few things at once before becoming overwhelmed. Anyway the way that I've been trying to sort things out is by reminding myself that I'm under no obligation to do any of these things, if I feel like taking a break then it's fine for me to take one. It's been working out ok so far with a few hiccups on occasion.

 

[Djoga'Ro]

Nearly just pushed my scooter in the ground. went slghly uphill accelerating between white wet markings and wet rails,'ts a left curve and the rails left of, I dared to cross 'em. front was fine, hind swung significantlu to the rigt side, th couple of front-wheels stoicly kept going straight, the bak swng bak but overshooting, basically repeating the maneuver mirrored, front kept stoiing, hind pendeled back to normal. Fronties stoiicly holding the line. So the whole system (Scooter, my body, lower mentel cstivies) have put confidence on display and safed the day. Got notvery exited, though,sublimenary maybe, but else nilch.

Som'tin wong with me? Fely more like audience than performer.

 

[levi]

Are you drunk?

 

[Djoga'Ro]

@levi No, just irragular sleep-wake-cycle for a year, now. When I wrote that, I already had a sleeping pilll, which gets my writing off somewhat.

 

[Null]

Funerals for Fallen Robots

New research explores the deep bonds that can develop between soldiers and the machines that help keep them alive.

www.theatlantic.com

 

[JDTAY]

I missed a psychiatric appointment on Thursday. No-one came to pick me up.

I was going to ask to be taken off of Klonopin. I've been on it for years, and the stuff does nothing for me anymore. Plus, I'm pretty sure it's the lone remaining cause of my sexual dysfunction. Only other psych med I'm on right now is Vraylar.

I should note that I haven't been at 100% sexually since age 17. Too many meds. If it weren't for the good finishes I had during my high school years, I'd think I was asexual or something.

 

[levi]

I've had lack of libido due to SSRI's, but as far as I can tell Klonopin is is benzodiazepine class tranquilliser, rather than a more modern SSRI. But it's worth discussing with a doctor as soon as they're available.

 

[Null]

I've found that I've got less interested in sex as I've gotten older, not that I'm particularly bothered because I have more time for other pursuits.

 

[Klumpen]

I've found that I've got less interested in sex as I've gotten older, not that I'm particularly bothered because I have more time for other pursuits.

Yeah, I think that's pretty normal.
Also stress is killing the libido and life has gotten rather more stressful.

Not a problem since I don't have a gf anyway.

 

[Null]

More Than One: A Plural 101

(This is the text-only version. The full site may be accessed [here](https://morethanone.info).) --- Plurality (or multiplicity) is the...

write.as

 

[JDTAY]

Well, I had my rescheduled psych appointment today, and failed to get the Klonopin reduced. He wanted to know the reason why I wanted it reduced, and I was too nervous to tell him.

 

[Null]

I was too nervous to tell him.

I'm nervous to talk with my therapist. - Social Anxiety Forum

I have been meeting my therapist every week, and I met her 3 times so far. Even with my therapist, I'm really nervous and it's hard to talk with her.

www.socialanxietysupport.com

 

[TeDaDeS]

Well, I had my rescheduled psych appointment today, and failed to get the Klonopin reduced. He wanted to know the reason why I wanted it reduced, and I was too nervous to tell him.

Might be only me, but you shouldn't care about what the therapist thinks as you go there to get help.
Probably also depends on the personality of the therapist, I can imagine I wouldn't be as open to certain people to.
Else write it in an e-mail, stuff like that might make it a bit easier.

 

[Null]

Here's a video for the people here who experience ASMR or people who enjoy watching medical examination videos (like me, I find them informative).

 

[Null]

 

[Djoga'Ro]

@Null I cannot stand the way he talks. Though, I think, I picked up a hint or two, that his demeanor is just mockery. ? Please tell me, I didn't misread.

 

[Null]

Though, I think, I picked up a hint or two, that his demeanor is just mockery. ? Please tell me, I didn't misread.

He does have a dry sense of humour, which is one of the reasons that I like him. So you didn't misread. He also as the saying goes "has a good head on his shoulders", which is the other reason I like him.

I also like due to humour reasons Producer Michael and his compatriot Adam Swords. Because their videos together come across as two friends messing about/having fun + they seem like nice people.

 

[λ the β-Redex Reducer]

This night I dreamed that ED gave up on delivering the Pyra and the best I could get was an incomplete Pyra that lacked so many features that it was possibly outclassed by the Pandora. It was quite the nightmare. I sure hope that the Pyra comes soon!

 

[JDTAY]

I pretty much only ordered a Pyra so I could keep posting here, but everything I post now is depressing. I apologize, but...

Those people I mentioned before, they have complete control over my life and there's no way out. They ruined everything all so they could upload videos of it and become internet famous.

I don't know how I'm gonna take thirty more years of this.