*cracks knuckles* okay, you all deserve an explination of my disapearance. I've been having to send these msgs to various places across the net because I have been completely -gone-, even my ragnarok online guild has abandoned me T_T
not to put too finer point on it, life threw me a couple of curve balls in quick succession which has completly knocked me out of these circles for a while and maybe a while longer. I saw my gp2x gathering dust today and felt a pang of guilt, I should of explained things sooner. Its basically been a succession of "not too big" things that combined to create "a big thing".
My teeth had reached critical mass and a couple were pulled, some rebuilt, others filled. I fell ill, again, likely because of an infection in my mouth (incidently this is why you religiously brush your teeth 3 times a day when you are unemployed and unable to afford dental treatment!) and for the past couple of months i've had what felt like a severly damaged hip and right leg but has actually been caused by a trapped nerve deep in my back - I have a few weeks of phsyiotherapy (phsyical therapy to americans) which should hopfully deal with that once and for all.
Additionally to that i've been using my free time trying to find a way to afford and send myself back to college because I really want a degree. I can code pretty well for someone without training but people will rarely even grant me a job interview because I dont have the paper to proove it
Oh, i'm ill again right this very moment too but its with the cold bug going around that my friends and familly all have too
hooray! The way I see it though, its been about a year of this crap, i'm due a pretty long run of niceness afterwards.
Anyway, to level completly - the result is I havnt touched ttx since the crash. Some people on msn have asked me this before so let me state.. the crash was VERY real and quite possiably lost me a potential job where one employer was willing to grant me an interview regardless of education and industry experiance but based off examples of work and i had nothing left to show because it was all gone. Some people on the irc channel had copies of the latest ttx binaries, i just dont have the source for them anymore.
I do have an old source from which to work from however WHEN i'm able to code again (ie have time) - although considering only one person in the past 2 months has asked whats happened to ttx its not all that inspiring and I wonder if it would truely be missed or if i should spend my time on something people are more interested in
either way, thats how it stands. I am truely very sorry for not leveling sooner but you know what its like when it seems everything is going wrong and you barely have time to go to the toilet anymore and what free time you have is spent dead in bed wishing the non-free time wasnt happening :/
anyhoo, thats that. I have no dates or promises or even vague ideas of whats happening next but I can say the source I have left is backed up multiply and not going anywhere, it can be continued at any time.
sorry again for the disapearance!
oh, ps, all my links and everything dying is a pure coincidence and unrelated to my disapearance from the net - the guy who was hosting all my stuff cleaned up his server a bit. ahem. yes, cleaned. its all backed up on his pc somewhere apprantly :/