I have every intention in being careful, in all honesty riding it does scare the sh@ out of me also, its got after market parts on it and the ecu has been tinkered with which has resulted in the pickup on it, for a small bike being unreal. I've got a decent level of self preservation and don't ride it close to its limits, only opened it up once so far. since I've got it I've been boring and just slow riding around built up areas trying to drill all the good habits like lifesavers and forward planning until it all becomes second nature, hopefully if I keep practicing all the drills for the next few weeks to get more competent on it I will be less likely to kill myself.
I really want it to rain at some point this week so I can get out on it and practice getting used to wet riding conditions just in case I get caught out and it starts raining on my way to or from work one day, I also still need to get some night riding under my belt at some point this week.