WarmFluffyUK
The Big Wad Bolf.
Sorry about this, but I am really upset at the moment, I'm, not even sure I will submit this.
I don't get on with my parents, they do not hold with certain life decisions I made, well actually my dad is okay but my mum is "whow" not.
I get gut feelings. How do I explain this, well, I get this screwed up feeling in my stomach. And usually something bad happens in my life. It's normally something trivial, i.e. Gut screwed up, and a night out with the girls ends badly.
But this was bad, had it for weeks, and I had the stoopid idea of calling my mum. She said "Sorry Clare, this is a bad time to call as your grandfather died 2 weeks ago". I am crying over this now, but there is worse news and I am not posting it here.
This happened a few weeks back, I am trying to deal with it all, and I really am not looking for the sympathy thing here. I don't know why I am typing this, like I said before, I don't think I am going to press submit.
Is there a question? Well yes, Anyone out there been let down by family? the real question is, Is family really that important, or are friends the real family?
I must sound like the suicidal bitch or something, but I am okay really. My boyfriend will be here tomorrow, and I need a hug.......
I don't get on with my parents, they do not hold with certain life decisions I made, well actually my dad is okay but my mum is "whow" not.
I get gut feelings. How do I explain this, well, I get this screwed up feeling in my stomach. And usually something bad happens in my life. It's normally something trivial, i.e. Gut screwed up, and a night out with the girls ends badly.
But this was bad, had it for weeks, and I had the stoopid idea of calling my mum. She said "Sorry Clare, this is a bad time to call as your grandfather died 2 weeks ago". I am crying over this now, but there is worse news and I am not posting it here.
This happened a few weeks back, I am trying to deal with it all, and I really am not looking for the sympathy thing here. I don't know why I am typing this, like I said before, I don't think I am going to press submit.
Is there a question? Well yes, Anyone out there been let down by family? the real question is, Is family really that important, or are friends the real family?
I must sound like the suicidal bitch or something, but I am okay really. My boyfriend will be here tomorrow, and I need a hug.......