As someone who has personaly experienced severe depression in the past for many many years, and who was also on anti depressants, as well as trying almost everything else (no electro shock sorry)...
I can tell you from personal experience that any kind of drug is a BS way to deal with it... it just procrastinates the inevitable.
There is no way to avoid it. Stop the drugs. Live with the pain, the voices, the psychotic episodes, the chronic insomnia, the compulsion to suicide.
Live with it!
When it gets bad, don't try to avoid it, don't distract yourself with any kind of desperate escape.
Live with it. Tell Everyone to F. Off out of your life. Let your life implode.
Do what you have to to physically survive, even though the psychosis makes it virtually impossible. Wash cars, clean gardens if you have to.
Don't steal, lie or turn to drugs.
Live with the hell until you know it completely... it will be years of agony, but better than coping with dependence on some drug or escapism to try and keep the hell at bay.
Eventually you will understand. Eventually you will have mastered the darkness in yourself and you will be able to begin your life from square one, far stronger and more capable than you ever were before.
But your previous life will have become a wasteland in the process... everyone you knew, a stranger.
That is what you must face if you are serious about dealing with and resolving the root of depression.
If it makes you so you can't function in society unless you are on drugs. F*ck society! It is broken... you need to get rid of the BS before you can heal.
F*ck antidepressants.
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*signed* I can confirm all this although I've never been on anti-depressants because I've seen the effects on too many other people around me and was shocked about those, all of them got fat,
one lost half a year of memory (the whole time she was on them), most got dependend and all of them constructed different coping mechanism afterwards to procrastinate the real problems further and do so up to this day.
Live the pain, deal with it and if it means cutting all contacts to your shallow environment/society, then do it.
Creative persons feel mental pain more real than anything but that's how it goes and why they see clearly when things around them are broken although too many think, that they themselves are broken/wrong.
BTW: Most (or all) school shootings in America and Germany I know of happened under the influence of anti-depressants, probably because people lose the grasp of the difference between fiction and reality and their whole empathy (another thing I observed in my anti-depressant filled friends).
and who was also on anti depressants, as well as trying almost everything else (no electro shock sorry)...
Have you ever considered it, though ? Electroshock therapy has been shown to provide pretty good results, and almost permanent recovery in some cases. There's the example of famous American author (can't remember his name anymore) who went through Electroshock therapy when he was in his 30's, while he was diagnosed as a desperate case in a psychiatric/mental hospital. Following the shocks treatment, after like 18 times, he was able to function like normal again, and did not need therapy anymore.
I've seen you promoting nuclear power plants and anti-depressants but with electroshocks it's enough now.
There is a reason why those are illegal in some countries.
All it does is confuse the patient, scramble his brain chemicals in an extremely random way and erase parts of his memory.
Sure, if someone is "misbehaving" you can taser his brain and he will be so confused that he won't be able to do this in the next time and after a while he will lose enough of it's personality/memories that your "problem" has gone along with a lot else.
Stop advertising this, I can't tolerate it.
His wife slept in another room this night, went to work the next day and didn't even notice that he is dead. Of course there was something wrong in his environment!