"I have managed to rewrite the genetic programming of this body/form to not respond to it’s instincts."
How did you know that your genetic program was changed?
The same way, when you kill for the first time, you feel an inner change. Something that is not coming back. Some cry the innocence lost. Society tells you "you have become a man". All these experiences are recorded in your DNA.
I work under the 'assumption' that genetics or cellular memory is something of a bio-feedback system with the animating consciousness...
And here is the scientific term for it:
Epi-genetics. It is transmitted to offsprings and might reside in the
junk-dna part. Fringe science.
According to the bible, this data is transmitted up to 4 generations:
‘The Lord is slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love, forgiving iniquity and transgression, but he will by no means clear the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, to the third and the fourth generation.’
I still have to walk my path... I essentially have no choice, no matter what I choose.
Ah... but only by not getting born you get nothing to choose. Now you get to chose how your ripple in the sands of time will be marked. This mark has a timeout (lifespan), and a default value ("chance",for lack of a better word. The result of the combined effects of all that interact with you, when you take a passive stance)
except that I have *ahem* uncovered that I have already achieved what I am still trying to achieve
This is the current you. The you in the future will have set new goals, which you can not envision now. Just like a child can not envision what complex goals he would set when he is a grownup.
but the catch is I have to transcend myself and this universe before I can even begin...
Careful though, the realm closest to this one is the daemon realm (only PAST that one is what we call heaven).
A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you a heart of flesh.
Consider this:
http://education.jlab.org/qa/how-much-of-an-atom-is-empty-space.html
Also: 120 drops = 5mL 1 gallon = 3785 mL, thus 90840 drops in 1 gallon
2,500 cubed meters in the Olympic-sized pool, roughly 660,000 gallons, 59954400000 drops
Then 0.0000000000004% is four times 0.000059954400000, thus 0.0002398176 drops, which is a very tiny amount of 1 drop.
So in 10,000 Olympic-sized pools, 2.4 drops are "matter", the rest is empty space.... so... do things matter, young grasshopper?